If I Should Love Again

Oh my love
You were the only one
Now you're gone and I'm alone
All my friends
They say what's done is done
I pretend
But dee inside I know

Chorus:
If I should love again
If I find someone new
It would be make-believe
For in my heart
It would be you
And thought I hold him close
And want him now and then
I'll still be loving you
If I should love again

All day long
I keep remembering
All the night
I think of you
All my life
You'll be the song I sing
I'll get by
But this I swear is true


By : Nina

Even Now

Even now when there's someone else who cares
When there's someone home who's waiting just for me
Even now I think about you as I'm climbing up the stairs
And I wonder what to do so she won't see
That even now when I know it wasn't right
And I found a better life than what we had
Even now I wakeup crying in the middle of the night
And I can't believe it still could hurt so bad

Chorus:

Even now when I have come so far
I wonder where you are
I wonder why it's still so hard without you
Even now when I come shining through
I swear I think of you
And how I wish you knew
Even now

Even now when I never hear your name
And the world has changed so much since you been gone
Even now I still remember and the feeling's still the same
And this pain inside of me goes on and on
Even now

Even now when I have come so far
I wonder where you are
I wonder why it's still so hard without you
Even now when I come shining through
I swear I think of you
And God I wish you knew
Some how
Even now

By : Nina

Waiting

Malem ini, ngga tau kenapa gue ngerasa gue jauh banget dari lo. Gue ngerasa ada sesuatu yang beda dan gue ngga tau itu apa. Lo tau, sejak kapan gue suka sama lo? Lo tau gimana perasaan gue? Lo tau gimana perjuangan gue selama ini nunggu lo? Iya, lo tau kok. Tapi kenapa lo cuma diem? Kenapa lo ngga ngelakuin apapun buat gue? Jangan bikin gue menimbulkan banyak pertanyaan buat lo. Gue cuma butuh kepastian IYA atau TIDAK. Cuma itu kok, ngga lebuh. Gampang kan? Kalo emang lo ngerasain hal yang sama gue, lo tinggal jawab iya. Tapi kalo lo ngga ngerasain hal yang sama, simple kok, just say no! Gue pengen lo belajar ngehargain perasaan orang lain...
Lo tau perkataan lo di hari Minggu malem tanggal 18 Oktober 2010 itu ngebuat gue seakan-akan you have the same feeling with me. Tapi malem ini gue ngerasa lo jauh dari gue. Gue sedih kalo udah gini. Lo emang ngga akan pernah tau berapa ember airmata yang udah gue keluain buat lo itu lo ngga akan pernah tau. Gue juga mau nahan nangis tapi ngga bisa. Selalu gue nangis dan keingetan sama lo...
Disaat gue lagi sama lo, gue ngerasa you're mine. Tapi disaat lo udah ngga ada dan kita komunikasi cuma lewat bbm, gue ngerasa you're not mine. Please, jangan siksa gue terlalu lama. Gue cukup kesiksa dengan keadaan ini...
One thing that you should know.....